Showing posts with label Idaho. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Idaho. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Whirlwind Romance

While sitting in an airport a few days ago waiting for a flight that would take me back to work in the Dominican Republic, I realized that had just experienced a whirlwind romance with nostalgia. I’m not sure I can remember a time when six weeks have seemed so short.

Two years is a long time to live in another country, so when we traveled home this time it seemed as though we were seeing Idaho with new eyes. Everything seemed so clean and organized and beautiful.


In the school where I teach, most of the teachers are from the Midwest and the East coast. So when I tell the students, “I’m from Idaho … you know, out West?” their foreheads furrow with the look of a deer caught in the headlights. So, since I was going to be home this summer, I decided to take a few pictures to put in an album for my curious students to look through. My “few” pictures snowballed into 100 as I saw my home state through the eyes of gratitude and appreciation.


My wife became a bit miffed on a few occasions when I would suddenly swerve to the side of the highway and say something like, “Wow, let’s take a picture of that black angus standing in the road,” or “Wow, look at the sun glistening through the sprinkler system in that alfalfa field.” Things like buffalo in a farmer’s field, water running in corrugates of a beet field, acres of golden grain on rolling hills as far as the eye could see, a tractor with a fork lift loading hay onto a semi, hop vines hanging heavily on slanted wires … was for me a trip into nostalgia. These pictures will be worth a thousand words to teenagers who have lived their entire lives in a crowded city in a third world country.


According to our custom we carefully planned our short summer. Two weeks were to be spent in our hometown of Moscow, Idaho to touch bases with our home church and to set up various medical and financial appointments. Living abroad is a little like taking a trip with a used car ... you can’t afford problems on the trip so you spend a lot of time on maintenance before you go. The other four weeks were planned to stay with my mother in southern Idaho and also see our son who lives nearby.

Our home in Moscow has been rented out for the past two years so we technically didn’t have a home to come back to. Fortunately for us the downstairs renter decided not to come back to college next year, so we were able to live in this small apartment for the time we were there. It was an interesting sensation living in the place where our college-aged children lived while attending the U of I years ago. But we preferred to spend the majority of our time in the more comfortable environs of my mother’s home.


In 2 Timothy 2:13 Paul comments:

"If we believe not, yet he abideth faithful: he cannot deny himself."

As I look back on this short, nostalgic summer I think that this would be my testimony. Although we tried to be faithful in our intake of the Word and our exercises and personal disciplines, it became pretty obvious at the end of the summer how unfaithful one can be during a summer whirlwind romance with nostalgia. However, God was so faithful to us. I want to re-count at least three fundamental areas that the Lord provided for us this summer.


Number 1 – Health

For the last two years Carol has fought with pain in her back and on the right side of her body which has kept her from walking as much or doing as much physically as she has been used to doing. So trying to find a solution to this became a high priority for our visit to the States. Through a series of providential circumstances God directed us to a specialist who diagnosed the cause. Lord willing, she will be back to normal in the near future we hope and we praise God for this provision of health.

Number 2 – Clothes

When we went to the DR two years ago it didn’t dawn on us that there is basically only one season here … summer. In Idaho we have a summer wardrobe, a winter wardrobe, etc. But in the DR we wear the same wardrobe every day of the year. In addition the humidity makes you perspire just putting on your socks, so the clothes have to be washed after you wear them one time usually. In the DR when a person asks how the weather is, I’ve heard them describe it as, “Today was a “one-shower day.” Some days of the year are “three-shower” days.

The bottom line to all this is that after two years our clothes were just plain worn out! “So why didn’t you just go downtown and buy some more clothes?” you ask? Well, the answer to that question could be the subject of another blog entry, and it is certainly the reason for many fruitless hours of frustrated searching by my wife and me in the DR. But to answer that question I will simply compose myself and answer calmly, “IT ISN’T THAT SIMPLE when you don’t know the language and can only choose from styles that are, shall we say, quite different!”

Consequently we came to the place sometime last year where we decided to wait until our trip to Idaho to replenish our wardrobe. Therefore one of the major objectives we prayed about was the basic necessity of appropriate clothing. Through another series of providential circumstances the Lord led us to find what we needed and we praise God for this provision of clothing.

Number 3 – Fellowship

What I have to say now may be more of a personal struggle than it is a principle of Christian living. I find that as soon as I leave the routine of normal living (in my case teaching school in another country) and do something different (in this case a whirlwind trip to Idaho) my walk with the Lord seems distant and contrived. I go through the motions the best I can as I juggle the unpredictable schedule each day … read the Bible, go to church, pray … but it still felt like it was two different worlds.

This is precisely why the Scripture warns us not to trust our changing feelings or emotions, so I guess it was a good exercise in faith. However, one exception to this was the contact with precious brothers and sisters in the Lord that we hadn’t seen for at least two years … and in some cases even longer.

During a time when solid churches are falling away from the foundation of the faith, and individuals are looking outside the authority of the Scriptures for answers to life, I found it solidly encouraging to have fellowshipped with three churches and a number of individuals who are continuing with the Lord and walking in the truth. My wife and I felt a little bit like John must have felt when he penned the words in 2 John 3:

"I rejoiced greatly that I found of thy children walking in truth, as we have
received a commandment from the Father."


One of the items we wanted to buy this summer was a cover for our Bible. We weren’t able to find that luxury item in the DR so we were using the boxes that our Bibles were shipped in. The leather cover that I chose has a picture of a tree etched on the front with a partial verse written under it that reads “Stand fast in the Lord.” Every time I open the Bible this year I want this to be my prayer.

Going back home was nostalgic. Memories flooded my mind … good memories … happy memories … of raising my family in Moscow … of growing up in southern Idaho. … and we appreciated in a new way the beauty of our State. I need to change mental gears and get ready for another year of work, but I am grateful for this whirlwind romance with nostalgia that God allowed in our lives this summer.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Stone of Ebenezer

What happens when a man begins to live without God’s help … making decisions contrary to His revealed will within the pages of Scripture? Eli, the unrepentant high priest who raised Samuel, found out the answer to that question when he heard that the ark of God had been captured on a nearby battle field. He fell backward and died when he received the news. Eli’s wicked and corrupt sons, Hophni and Phinehas, found out the answer when they brought the ark of God to the battle front to give the soldiers courage. They and their comrades were massacred on the same battlefield. The wife of Phinehas found out the answer as she went into labor upon hearing about the death of her husband. Before she died in childbirth she named her firstborn son Ichabod so that her people would remember that “the glory is departed from Israel”.

The answer to this question is very basic: the man who forgets God will be judged. God is our rock … our help … and when any man forgets that fact, he is on the pathway to death. The practical outworking of this truth in the life of a believer is that God disciplines His children in love so that they can come back to rest in dependence and submission to the Father.

The story of Eli and God’s discipline of his family doesn’t end there. After the people of Israel were oppressed by the conquering Philistines they “lamented after the Lord”. They remembered where real life and true help come from. Through the leadership of an older and wiser Samuel, and the supernatural intervention of God, they turned back to God and soundly defeated the Philistines on the same battlefield where the glory of God had departed twenty years before.

After the victorious battle Samuel raised up a great stone and named it Ebenezer which literally means “stone of help”. Now when the people and their children saw this rock they were reminded of this great lesson of life so aptly stated by Moses 350 years before:

The eternal God is thy refuge,
And underneath are the everlasting arms …. Deuteronomy 33:27

On a certain day in June on the last day of school this year I found myself on a similar battlefield. I felt the twin blast of a double barreled shotgun as I turned 62 years old and retired after 40 years of teaching all on the same day.

One year before this encounter with father time God had introduced the possibility of teaching mathematics in a Christian school in the Dominican Republic. After a conversation with the administrator I agreed to pray and prepare for one year as I sought God’s leading. By the end of the year I was sure that God would honor my decision to retire from my job here in Idaho so I could teach in that school.

My departure date is August 1st so my wife and I are busily engaged in the task of accomplishing a to-do list that seems to grow longer the closer we get to the deadline. This part of it is a normal phenomenon which doesn’t bother me (too much.) What concerns me more is my spiritual condition. My daily prayer has been that I would have the heart of David which he expressed in one of his psalms:

Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning;
For in Thee do I trust:
Cause me to know the way wherein I should walk;
For I lift up my soul unto Thee. Psalm 143:8

At my age, and in this uncertain economy, I do not make this decision lightly. I cannot afford for the glory of the Lord to depart. (Who can?!) I do not want to rest on my own wisdom or strength. Without God’s help I know I can not go through with this decision.

Shortly before I officially signed the retirement papers and decided to commit to the two-year overseas contract, I spent some extended time with the Lord. Again, my prayer was expressed so perfectly by David:

O God, Thou hast taught me from my youth:
And hitherto have I declared Thy wondrous works.
Now also when I am old and grayheaded, O God,
Forsake me not;
Until I have shewed Thy strength unto this generation,
And Thy power to everyone who is to come. Psalm 71:17,18

So, by God’s grace, my wife and I will embark in a few weeks on a small journey in the eyes of most observers … a monumental challenge in our eyes … and we are depending on God’s help. But, however sincere and insightful I appear to be right now, I realize that I have a propensity toward self reliance. The state of ungratefulness and sinful independence may sometimes come as the thundering gallop of conscious rebellion, but in my experience it is rather the soft kitten paws of undetectable compromise.

Therefore this blog will be a place for me to remember God’s help on a consistent basis as I reflect on my time in the Dominican Republic during the next two years. It will be a place to declare His strength and His power to all who happen to stop by and look at my Stone of Ebenezer.

Come Thou Fount (click to hear the music)

Here I raise mine Ebenezer; Hither by Thy help I’m come;
And I hope, by Thy good pleasure, Safely to arrive at home.
Jesus sought me when a stranger, Wand’ring from the fold of God;
He, to rescue me from danger, Interposed His precious blood.

O to grace how great a debtor Daily I’m constrained to be!
Let Thy goodness, like a fetter, Bind my wandr’ring heart to Thee:
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it, Prone to leave the God I love;
Here’s my heart, O take and seal it; Seal it for Thy courts above.
From the hymn “Come, Thou Fount” by Robert Robinson